Just wanted to comment; I am deep into my PGY-1 General Surgery residency. I work on average 90 hours per week; but sometimes I cross the 100 hour benchmark. I am somewhat tired, 30 years old.

I did manage to fuck a medical student that rotated in my service; only after she left my service obviously.

Now I am technically still a student; so my focus should be still to master my degree; no? I mean, it's kind of discouraging to think that after everything I have been through I must still focus on getting good evals, scoring decently on exams, gain proficiency.

I am this close > to risk developing oneitis, mostly because my lazy ass won't talk to different women; albeit it's hard to get to know more women, bc I spend SO much time at the hospital. Alas, finding time to keep my body in shape is hard as fuck. I mean; I am now doing strength training on my after-call...It sucks lifting weights on no sleep :(

tl;DR : I am a surgical resident, PGY-1, my focus should be still to master my craft ; no? I am technically still a student; so spending time hooking up should be still on the backgroung