I’ve built my life up to the point where objectively I’m doing good. I’m 20 years old, on my way to being a structural engineer as soon as I graduate college, good physique from lifting and dieting, I always have had a passion for music so I started being a frontman for a band and that has been really fulfilling, and I now get enough girls coming after me from the above things to be all set in the pussy department. But anytime I have to spend more than a couple hours with myself alone I just think about how much I hate myself. Ill go out with friends and hook up with girls to try and cope but at the end of the night when I go home I just feel like a piece of shit; so I’m at the point where it doesn’t even feel worth it. I thought all of these things would improve once my life improved but it has maybe even gotten worse. What am I supposed to do?