I'm clinging to what I think is the Blue Pill lie : I'm looking for a nice, gentle and somewhat attractive woman, devoid of a thousand cock stare who'll be loyal and improve my life instead of making it worse.
I often meet girls who seem to be just that. She'll come from a nice family background, be beautiful but not dressing slutty, be nice, a little bit submissive (just the right dose), nice, cheerful and with an apparently low body count.
Then as I get to know her I'll realize she is just like the other ones, a girl who enjoys riding the cock carousel. This makes me angry, not because the girl isn't a "good" girl, but because I was sold a lie. Society and feminism lied, but this girl lied as well.
My only goal here is to not be hurt like that anymore. How would you deal with that ?