as the title says, im starting to get lonely again.

i dont really have anyone outside of my family and even them i avoid as much as possible.

there are a few more underlying things connected to me being lonely, like addiction, trauma, stuff like this.

im more or less pretty disciplined currently. im sober since close to 5 months, improve myself mostly by working towards my education as developer. unfortunately i cant do much sport because im injured. also im single with no proper plate atm.

i dont even know exactly what i want tbh. guess i have to push through this myself. im a man after all, right?

maybe theres someone else who can relate to me.