I've realized as my N-count goes up, that I will never be satisfied. I want to be appreciated and shown loyalty rather than just getting a couple nuts in(sometimes a lot lol) on some girl who, realistically, is communal pussy most of the time...
Problem is, even though a few women have submitted to me the way I'd like, I always wind up bored, because they are a couple numbers below me, and I leave. I suppose I just dont like people in general or something, and I am slowly becoming communal dick myself.
So this is it? I just work towards my goals indefinitely and leave my celibacy state to love-bond or impregnate a women to my liking? Life is kind of mundane really if so. My brain tells me to keep nutting in girls, but eventually im gonna get a std or knock one up... and I cant even imagine child support for two decades because I succumbed to my biology and nutted in some harlot Im tolerating.
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Patmiass 2y ago
Hmmm. Yes, my joke with my dad is I'm going I start going to church to find a unicorn.
Unfortunately I live in a smallish community but yes, I'll look into frequenting locations like that so maybe I can find a partner rather than just another slut, straight up. Thanks
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whytehorse2021 2y ago
I've been married 17 years. She's a Muslim Indonesian from a poor, traditional family. Maybe your woman picker is broken. I spent a decade vetting women and several years vetting my wife. You kinda sound like the "where are all the good men?" women. You had lots of opportunities but you left them.
Patmiass 2y ago
There is some truth here. I'm just not a chaser. Most decent looking women that come my way are slutty naturally.. but I occasionally attract a 6 or so that doesn't have a high n count. Those girls always end up lovin me, but become quite ugly down the line, just being honest. I'm gonna be on the upswing physically for another decade if not not more because I take care of my vessel and lift. Im having no problems gettin laid, but I don't really even want to anymore. I just want to be appreciated/loved by someone who isnt getting cocked while I'm away and that shit ain't real in mid twenties age group. I know the women are fucking other dudes for other reasons and they want my dick and child. It turns me off, even though I am the Chad. I often just go into month(s) of celibacy to focus on self improvement and my mood/energy levels are better when abstaining. Idk thanks for your reply
whytehorse2021 2y ago
I know what you mean. The majority of modern women I vetted all had similar problems. The only ones who passed my screening were one traditional woman(my wife) and one Western woman who later turned out to have mental illness. I think you have to get out of dating. Modern women are perpetually dating with no intention of finding a husband and having kids. It's not until their 30s that they figure out they're going to die alone. I suppose you could find a bunch of 30+ women who want relationships and aren't hawt enough anymore to get Chads on the side. It's kind of like how we tell women to stop chasing Chad if they don't want to get pumped and dumped. You're going for women who have options. I'm not saying to go for ugly women but rather women that have less options because of their societal conditions.