Would you have intercourse with a gook (i.e east asian woman) if she tried to seduce you? I've had too much of these happening in the last times and while I was a bit of intrigued, I fully resisted the desire (they like to bend over in front of me). I have a serious fear of catching some potentially fatal diseases due to the genetics mismatch - I'm no biologists but heard that it's no wonder that East Asia and Europe are two distant words - Now I dont' have any issue at all with west asia (like Arabic and Israeli women) - But a literal gook? I have this deeply rooted distaste with them, the best I could do is a (half)black girl - so like lightskinned - and under no circumstances a fully black woman. I think anyone trying to mix the two worlds are massive degenarates and coomers. I basically rejected her tbh and she was disappointed, but what can I do? Was I expected to go against my survival instincts? She had an iPhone 16 pro max and for sure her own appartment as well(Mine doesn't work because while it's by no means small, hell it is hoarded). But I couldn't have stomached it. She didnt' seem like a virgin but agressively tried to seduce me.

While the most obvious answer would be to just stick to model tier white foids - Well, after the first time I got into an affair with a model tier white foid, I got simswapped, my digital sphere brutally invaded, and almost murdered,

and the second, little more conscious attempt,

I got a restraining order against her, turned in by my number one fan, Trucel.

I am currently blocked by both of them, with no realistic outlook of solving the problem. Both of them were truly unicorns, although the second one might have had 1 body at the time. She was still beautiful to me.

In my experience, the sub 8/10 girls, 100% of the cases are non-virgins, and thus make for bad long term prospects. But if I try to acquire a model tier white foid, my life gets a little bit more ruined, and I fall into a long depression cycle. Trucel said that we are interconnected, everywhere I go, my steps are monitored like those of a lab rat. XD my issue is looking too good, being too empathetic in the past (due to having 0 negative experiences of life, She (although she is a trannny she showered it all out on me :(( as a form of "teaching". Tried talking to her, but only her father was available who kept dismissing my concerns in a cocky funny way that directly reminded me of those ways taught in red pill spaces. I have learned about The Red Pill in April 2020. I was supposed to march extremely far with this toolkit but due to immaturity / undeveloped frontal lobe didnt work out sadly . Tried a second attempt but depression is my main problem . When I have new oneitis I'm the most motivated and appear best in the preselection stuff. I'm a pussy magnet at times like that. But being depressed? I can throw my looks and personality out of the window. I am nerfed to oblivions while depressed. So catching a maniac phase and riding it fully is my only option, but depression has long become my default state .