Gone for a while. Need to get back into things. Dating women without trp is like driving blindLike anything you need to do it regularly to stay sharp. Started seeing this girl and was just nice to date a younger girl who takes care of herself.

She has some feminine traits such as cooking for me and planning a birthday party for me without asking and not knowing me for long

But some red flags imo anyway. So just kept her on the back-burner and this is just to remind myself to keep reading and not get swept up in stuff

Very masculine at times and immature. Always wants to do what she wants to do or eat and anything is a problem. Forgot that this pattern needs to be nipped in the bud quickly. E.g. got some wine and brownies and she complained multiple times about the other options

Her friend is lith and very verbal abusive to her bf

Tattoos

Male friends which I'm not comfortable with and never woll be (, dropped plates and ltr demotions for this) not just this but lying about stuff ( male friend she met on tinder in Spain they did nothing and smoked weed before we met and he's way older and unattractive so nothing would happen) double booked and cancelled our plans which were just hanging out and this is what got her demoted

Very overly friendly. I know you want your ltr to be friendly but naive. Somehow wants to be friendly to random men without strings. Gets into situations by exploiting this. Very welcoming though but was overly welcoming with a friend third wheeling at a rave ( was going anyway and she came along) he said to me he felt uncomfortable she was flirty (,she wasn't but I can see how he perceived that way)

Bad relationship with dad and mom even brother

Only been jn 1 relationship which we know what that means and I'm nto the type to ask BC will just evaluate

Phone was always down around me which I find suspicious

Not posting for advice per se ( it's welcome) just writing it down in a public forum holds me accountable and is the easiest way to remember

She's on the back-burner whilst I date others now anyway just getting awkward when she's mentioning trips away and I don't want to do that with someone who isn't my LTR etc

Don't want to get swept up in the moment