well, if you are addicted to politics, that's worse than porn.

Damn dude, politics and news is like the most depressing thing to hear, no wonder why you have no energy.

Get off social media, get outside, get some hobbies that you like or interested in. Have some fun

If you make that kind of money, Kudo's to you.

But an interesting, enjoyable life is not about how much money you have.

use social media purely for what you have to gain from it, increasing your status and meaningful networking and just quit doom scrolling useless shit.

other use of online time should be gathering info about things you are actively doing if you think you have a solid plan or things you plan to engage in/try REALLY SOON, not some time in the unknown future, just reading and reading about things you are not doing at every opportunity/not relevant to your lifestyle is one of the best ways to waste your time.

Whats causing you to be like this is not properly acknowledging how fast time moves and not wanting the things you want hard enough or not knowing what you really want.

Your lack of desire is causing your lack of libido, but you shouldn't really be trying to chase a feeling of high libido, you should just trust that it will kick start when you actually need it, and if needed, force yourself into doing what you know you should or want to want to do.

I understand that you don't want to do it (whatever it is thats troublig you) but thats the thing even science is starting to explain now - the best thing is STARTING and then the desire will come, its first action and then desire but most people don't understand that and have it backwards from reality.

But don't take this as "tunnel vision on the grind harder to be able to live in the future".

Instead, you do everything that you know you should be doing and NOT doing the things you know you shouldn't be doing, so you DON'T have anxiety about it. If you know that you are doing everything thats asked of you, then you will no longer have anxiety over this (cuz if you really did only the right things why would you have anxiety anymore?).

And then you will have the mental bandwidth to open yourself up to all the opportunities to LIVE around you, to let the universe's energies flow through you. You can be on the grind but still take and make time for the opportunities to live that DO present themselves.

I spent all this time writing all this up to also remind myself of this.