Not a oneitis post, just want to learn from what’s happened.

My ex kinda acted crazy after we split; from how she spoke on the phone to me to the eyes she had when I saw her on the street, it’s like she became some kind of rabid animal. Crazy. She changed.

I want to clarify - does jumping from cock to cock, be it a failed relationship or a FWB or one night stand, damage these hoes? I mean long term.

Because If so, why can’t they recognise that and realise what they did is wrong and try to rectify it? She must know being a hoe is disgusting, she used to cuss out hoes with me, yet I’m pretty sure she’s being a hoe rn.

Regardless, do they become less able to maintain future relationships due to this fall out? If so, can somebody remind me WHY that is?

I’ve seen studies on this (N count vs marriage success rate) and it’s in the sidebar, I just need to re read the material to remind myself she’s shot herself in the foot.

Also, I’m getting lonely again. I used to be able to chill with my baby and talk shit with her and tell her about my day and shit. Now all I have is a couple of pals, my customers, and my fucked up thoughts. I feel like somethings missing.

Should I try to replicate that bond we had with some other chick but bearing in mind it’s just my turn, and to not catch feelings? It’s really sad. I have nobody to live for or work for and it’s getting to me. I kinda want someone to care about me again.

Ik they don’t really love properly but whatever their fake version of love is I kinda miss having it. Will I be able to maintain it now that I’m fully RP’d?

Just want a companion again lol surely it ain’t impossible I mean my dad has it why not me?