At this point i went from depressed incel to depressed chad, my resting face is sad and I'm ashamed, also i don't know if i would be able to kiss or fuck because i have low libido

Got about 50 matches on tinder when i used better pics, i have 3 numbers from night game and new girls staring anyway but I'm stuck, I'm ashamed of my depression, low libido, apartment without forniture, shitty pizza delivery job

I know an illegal immigrant who fucked 3 girls in 4 months, one of them is italian very hot and rich, he dosent even speak italian yet he did it anyway, sometimes he sleeps on the street

He can be deported any time and doesn't give a fuck, meeting him changed my life but i don't know how to stop over thinking and beign depressed