Deleted other post. Basically I’m being accused of humble bragging because I’m complaining that I’m pulling uglier women than my ex. Why should I be happy or satisfied with sex with women who are objectively worse than the one I had a 4 year ltr with? I had actual desire for my LTR. We would do anything and everything with each others bodies.

These girls, I had to force myself to do things with. It felt horrible. My ex would laugh at me if she saw the quality of these women. She’d be glad to be rid of me.

My social life? A joke. Went to a pub last night with my friend. It was dead. We looked like tramps, heads down sad. And my exes best friend walks in. Didn’t see me, but I felt so embarrassed at myself I had to walk out. Friend is a retard and went crazy for “wasting his time”, I thought he was about to hit me. I can’t keep trying to build a social life with this absolute buffoon.

My only other friend is a decently attractive yet virgin 22 year old normal guy. Pretty much incel level. Used to be able to get and talk to girls but oneitis fucked him badly (or it’s his excuse).

Wtf do I do.

1) keep fucking these low quality shitty women and be happy I’m doing anything sexual

2) attempt to get my ex back (honestly not an option, even if she begged me I have too much pride and feel betrayed)

3) attempt to make new friends whilst self improving, and hope to meet real HB8s + I can get sexual with

4) other

Please advise. Last night I felt so fucking awful I could’ve kms, pure shame and embarrassment, all from merely seeing my exes friend.