Just like the title says I fucked an absolute landwhale of a human I don’t even want to think to estimate her weight. I did it for two reasons one someone said fat pussy was better. Two a girl I know likes to watch and told me she’d let me fuck her and her friend if she could see me in action.
But now im filled with regret. It was from online but when I showed up she was even fatter than I thought. But she was already naked and said I could do whatever I want. Tbh I couldn’t even get fully hard Im not even sure if I was in there. 90% of the time it was me fucking her with a floppy.2 mins max I left. I wore at hat and had her facedown the entire time so she didn’t see my face. Not sure I was even in there. I came and the post nut clarity hit like a bullet.
The fat girl I can get over but my self worth idk. How can I raise it up. Will this affect my future quality of women.
Worst part is im attractive like physically very top. So no Im having trouble reconciling fucking a fatty with my smv and desperation. I have OCD so im obssesive by nature so once something gets going in my head. Im sad I can’t take it back. Anyone done something similar and still fucked hotties, hearing stories might make me feel better. Im thinking chad would never fuck a fatty.
No-Stress-Cat 1y ago
Don't feel bad, young brother. We all have to fuck a porker at least once in our lives, just for the experience. So, fat chicks aren't your thing. You tried it, you didn't like it. Some guys do, some guys don't. It's really not a big deal. At least you got one good story to tell your bros when you're hanging out:
"Yeah, I fucked this fat chick one time and her pussy was THIS WIDE and THIS DEEP. Man, if I were any smaller, I'd probably not have been able to get up in there! I tell you what, brothers, it was one hell of an experience! Was like trying to fuck a waterbed. Rolling up and down along the waves, man, I swear I was starting to get seasick."
Typo-MAGAshiv Endorsed Contributor 1y ago
This is a far more common experience than you realize.
The year was 2003. I was temporarily stationed at [redacted] as a new Soldier. I hadn't been laid in months, and I found a cute-looking local woman via Yahoo! Messenger. We chatted and webcammed several times over a few weeks, and I eventually proposed a meet up. At this point, I'd only seen her face. I'm sure you can see where this is going; I got MySpace Angled before MySpace was even a thing!
She was huuuuuge. I fucked her anyway.
You'll be fine.
Acela_nextel 1y ago
Fuck a hot hooker
Vermillion-Rx Admin 1y ago
Stop fucking fat women and stop acting like a bitch.
You willingly lowered your standards, she didn't force herself on you. Raise your standards and carry on
sad_farm 1y ago
I know she didn’t the fact that I made the decision is what’s killing me. I constantly make decisions that are bad for me. Its a pattern.
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sad_farm 1y ago
Ight I’ve calmed down a bit pretty sure its the ocd. Kinda a lil funny in hindsight.
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sad_farm 1y ago
Exactly. A little community service never hurt.
nicknack 1y ago
I fucked a fat girl who was an absolute unit when I was in Italy. She was 19 from Florida. Doggy styled her outside in a park and went my way. I felt sick to my stomach at the time but now I just find it funny. Really who cares.
sad_farm 1y ago
Lmfaoo good story.
ogrilla99 1y ago
Dude, it's just sex. As long as you didn't get the clap from it (you said you wore protection), you're fine. And in a few days/weeks/months you'll laugh about it. That's what being a guy is about. We know we make mistakes, but our strength is that we don't let our mistakes destroy us. You can either spend the next year in therapy exploring "why", like a bitch, or you could just say "eh, it sounded good at the time." and move on.
And yes, even the biggest Chads have had sex partners they regret. I mean, Hugh Grant, at the absolute height of his fame when basically every girl in the western world was swooning over him, and he had Elizabeth Hurley to come home to every night, got caught not just fucking the absolute ugliest hooker you could imagine, but actually paying for it. And that story made headlines around the globe with his police mugshot plastered on every newspaper and TV news story.
So yes, be thankful that no one in this world gives 2 shits who you fuck (including most of your friends), and look forward to winning the "most regretful fuck" contest with your buddies next year! At least it's worth a free beer :-)
sad_farm 1y ago
Good story. Im thinking of all the athletes who ik have done worse.
Diabs 1y ago
Hey a grip bro I know a chad who can pull a different chick every night on tinder from his photos and he has fucked a fatty. heaps of dudes have done it we all get desperate and horny sometimes stop spergin out.
MidgetSpinner 1y ago
Hahahahaha
We've all tried whale at some point in our lives, man. I did once and I would never ever do so again, this was in my much younger days. Dude listen, I have OCD as well and yes it doesn't help with ruminating, but what you're experiencing is shame. You just need to let go of the shame, don't ever fuck a fat chick again, go for slimmer girls and you'll get past this. It's not that big of a deal.
sad_farm 1y ago
Haha thnx I read your recent posts . Was having a bit of a confidence crisis.
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sad_farm 1y ago
Yea what makes me feel better is my best friend made out with the fattest girl I’ve ever seen. Im talking he couldn’t even get her hands around her. And we have it on video lmfao.
Durek_The_Bald 1y ago
Dude, that's even worse. Did you guys hold hands too?
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Durek_The_Bald 1y ago
Whoops!
Lone_Ranger 2 1y ago
You are behaving like a woman.
You are judging your own worth by the caliber of what you smash. That is exactly what women do. Can you not see that the value of a man is NOT tied to whatever he chooses to smash? A prince can go down the village tavern, have a few pints of ale too many, then rut with the bakers daughter. But as soon as he pulls out, wipes his cock on her dress and pulls up his britches, he can leave the tavern, jump back on his horse and go back to his castle. He is still a prince. He does not judge himself because he banged some low level wench.
You need to smack the silly out of yourself. Stop this nonsense of shaming yourself because you banged some fat girl. It's exactly how women feel think and behave. Be a man. Fuck who you want. Don't evaluate yourself based on the women you consume.
I once ate at McDonalds. Does that make me trailer trash?
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sad_farm 1y ago
Good comparison. I have too much free time to ruminate bc im on vacation is the problem. I think I’ll be fine once I get busy
Overkill_Engine 3 1y ago
Meh, moped rides happen from time to time. Just don't get stupid or careless about it.
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sad_farm 1y ago
Lol yea imma use it as motivation. Lets move on together.
SeasonedRP 1 1y ago
I've done similar things, usually while under the influence. Just move on and forget about it.
mattyanon Admin 1y ago
First of all, thanks for the story :)
haha have you ever noticed how these deals always involve you doing your part first and then the girl does her bit afterwards or not at all? "Marriage then sex" or "Drinks and then sex" or "Meal and then sex". And 99% of the time they renege on their part of the deal.
If you're in control (and you should be), you should be the one calling the shots and them going first..... "If you're any good we'll talk about ".
Ok, as regards trying to get your self esteem back you nutter, this will help.....
The following thought patterns are plain wrong:
Plenty of people, male and female alike have "fucked down" and often "fucked a longggggggg way down". This often happens with men who have poor game or are "nice guys" or who supplicate to women etc. They are physically attractive but fuck themselves over and their self esteem suffers and then they compromise. In your case compromise a LOT, but it happens to everyone.
Anyone can fuck down, and many people do.
All this tells you is the worst you can get, not the best.