I'm about to graduate from college in one month. I've been going to the gym for 3 years now, and working as a bartender for some extra money, while investing most of my money. On paper, I'm doing better than ever. One of my long term goals is to start my own real estate business. My short term goals are to get my degree, and find a good job where I can gain enough experience, so I can start my own business in 5 years.

I've done everything. Monk mode, NoFap, no alcohol, no social media, (not all at the same time, just experimenting) … These things have gotten me results. I've never been so focused in my life. The problem is that I've relapsed hard over the past weeks. Since they have been my last weeks of college, I gave myself the excuse to enjoy them to the fullest.

Over the past weeks, I've been drinking/partying so much. I went to college parties nonstop, have been hooking up with so many girls, and spent so much money on alcohol/parties/festivals. I know it's because they're my last weeks of college, but I feel so guilty. All this money wasted on girls and partying.

I know what needs to be done to reach my goals. I have to stay disciplined, and the thing is that I know what to do, but for some reason I can't stay on my purpose lately. Especially since the summer is around the corner. I have tickets for at least 4 festivals already, and I am getting invited to loads of home parties, BBQ's, and other stuff. There will be loads of girls, alcohol, and drugs.

The problem is that I know what needs to be done, but I have a serious form of FOMO. 9 times out of 10 the best thing to do is head to bed early, work out in the morning, work on my purpose. But all these distractions lately are making it so hard. I need some advice on how to cope with this feeling of missing out.