I'll try to keep things brief.

  • I've known red pill for about a year.
  • I live with my (single) mother. Let's just say she acts exactly how you expect.
  • I fully intend to move out, but that's not going to happen for the next several months.
  • I think I've applied everything TRP has, except for hitting on women, because I'm focusing on getting good work.

On the one hand, it's always fascinating to see some of the theory being played out in the world before my eyes.

On the other hand, I feel my disdain for women has been growing more and more, and it's now pretty common for me to write off women's complaints towards me as just AWALT or some shit.

I'm not too surprised at the fact I've become less remorseful. But the moment that's making me stop and think, was when I noticed I began feeling persistent hatred towards my mother.

I'm not sure what to think. Is this expected? I thought I had long passed the anger phase, but as it stands I just feel reluctant to interact with women, because the prospect of dealing with bullshit drama turns me off faster than a 1/10.

Is it normal to be feeling like this, which is to say: is this the actual anger phase? Do I just need to ride the wave? Or am I mistaking this all for contempt towards my mother? I'm happy to answer any questions.