i made a post here a few weeks about about how i dumped my 1.5 year ltr because she stretched the truth about her sexual past. I know i was the first guy who creampied her and that’s very important to me but the amount of dudes she sucked off prior to me is unacceptable and i told her that. she also stretched the truth about being a virgin.

anyways, i live in her parents house (they are well off) and her whole family is in shambles to see me getting ready to leave.

she’s like arguably bribed me to stay with her. she’s also threatened harming herself but i told her if she does that i will go no contact after leaving. i told her i love and care about her but the fact that she wasn’t honest about stuff is the deal breaker and she should’ve thought about the consequences of being a slut before doing so.

this girls let’s me control literally every aspect of her life. she doesn’t go out. one female friend zero guy friends. she listens to me about shit.

TLDR;

anyways, my main question is: is leaving a mistake? i’m having trouble distinguishing between genuine desire and submission vs BPD type girls who’s feeling are just as strong. i guess what i’m saying is if a girl is willing to listen and obey and submit to anyone that makes her tingle, then i don’t feel like that’s actually a good girl?

i don’t feel comfortable using people for financial gain and don’t want to waste her time because i don’t think i could ever show her off the way i like to show girls off and truly commit to her. it would benefit me to stay here another year but it doesn’t feel right doing that.

i’ve banged a lot of girls (30+ ) but rarely date them. it’s seems like only 1-2 out of 10 girls meet my standards in terms of sexual past, looks, ect. i’m not even asking for perfect virgin. i’d love a lowkey stay at home introverted girl with 1-2 bodies as long as they were dating and she wasn’t pumped and dumped.

also: i’ve noticed a weird % of people on here trying to say don’t worry about her past because all girls are whores or that if you’re alpha enough it doesn’t matter and tbh i feel like that’s just cope. some girls are clearly better than others and the reason i care about a girls past isn’t because i’m comparing myself to other guys, it’s because 1)the important thing that gives something value is scarcity. 2) i find the thoughts of tons of dicks in a girls mouth or vag as physically disgusting. like same level as vommit. and 3) pairbonding and the stats on partner count.

i kinda hope she’s sucking some new guys dick in a few months so ik she was just a bpd clinger and not a rare good girl