Basically, my friends don't respect me. They never call, they never text me, they just send stupid snapchat pics and thats it. I never get invited out anywhere. It's been like this my whole life. Eventually, I started going out by myself and having fun but I havent since Halloween. It's pretty damn cold where I'm at right now.

Theres this one guy who simply stopped acknowledging my existence even when I send him memes or things to talk about. He and I share friends. One day, I decieded to block him. After a while, he and I had a lengthy phone conversation because he told one of our buddies that he wanted to be friends with me again and for me to unblock him. During the conversation, he tells me that he struggles with porn addiction. I think that was his way of blaming him ignoring me. He also went on to say that he really isn't a "social person". I took his word for it. I unblocked him, and things went BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE. He actually just sent me a pic like 15 minutes ago of him at some guys house with a bunch of dudes standing around and sitting down on their phones. Not a girl in sight. "Not a social-person" my dick. Obviously, I didn't respond.

This year, I need to make more friends. I need GOOD friends. Not the same losers and deadbeats that smoke weed daily and play video games and don't go to school. I need a social upgrade. I want to make big changes in 2023. Maybe I need some advice on making friends. But not only that, I need to know how to get them to respect me. Too often, I'm the "voice of reason" in my friend group but no one listens to me. I always feel like I'm the least cared about person.

Should I simply block all of them and grind hard in 2023?