I have been going through a dryspell and recently dumped my plate because she sought commitment. Currently i am not seeing anyone. It's been 2 months since I got my dick wet.

A chick who's like a 4 met me like 6 months ago. She lives in the building next to me and we only met once and went for a walk (she insisted). Then she wanted to go on a proper day but i refused and then she went to back to London for college.

During the last six months she kept sending me texts trying to talk to me. I ignored her. She has now tried to set up a date for a 3rd time. I have zero interest. She recently came back (today) and sent me a text that she's here and would like to see me. I have not replied to her in a month and didn't answer her when she asked to see me before.

Now my mind is playing tricks on me. It wants to let her come to my apartment and get a blowjob atleast so that she counts as a notch on the belt. But i have been on this rodeo before. I feel disgusted with myself later.

How do you guys reject a sure thing?