Good evening everyone.

I broke up my ltr threeweeks ago. I assume I handled it well and just went no contact. The thing is she was very sexy in my terms. I don't have a lot of girls due to my region. I live in a muslim country so date to fuck or one night stands are not very popular yet. I have been with this girl for two years. She was a virgin before.

Relationship ended due to my fault. I accepted that. I learned from my mistakes. I don't dwell on the past. I started hitting gym seriously and going out more. I don't have love pain. But when I think about her body, I just start to think I can't find better. I know this is stupid but I am only sad about the sexual part. Sex was awesome always. She was very submissive. Is this a kind of oneitis? I believe I can find better but my brain does not make me feel the same way.

I thought about the pain and I think it is happening because of the reason that I connect with a woman too much when I had sex. It happened in my last relationships too. Everytime break up happens I only get sad about the sexual part that is gone.

Another reason I am feeling bad is that she was 20 and very young. I am 25 now and I like younger women between 18-21. I do feel like I am getting older to pull off 19s 20s. What is your experience about this. Am I worrying too much?

I want to hear Mattys response to this. Everytime he comments I just look at the page like "vaow!" I also want to thank for everyone still answering questions. Men need this sub.