Hey guys, I just broke up with my gf. I always had a feeling something wasn't right, and despite that she basically gaslit me into thinking I was overreacting about the amount of attention I was getting from her. I always came in last, and every time she assured me it wasn't true. Today I finally blew my lid and ended things, and honestly I feel drained from all the energy I put into a person that doesn't give a shit.

I knew what I needed to do and finally did it, but I feel lost and alone. I would appreciate if someone told me how to avoid any trauma in the future, because I don't want to be tortured for my former oneitis. Thank you anyone who is reading this.