Everybody hates women. Even women hate women. Join some tribes/clubs for men.

I dont see the point in hating women. You dont hate a dog for doing what dogs do. Know what they are, treat them accordingly. Applies to men too

If you are in the states check out your T levels throw away those antidepressants and hop on TRT

I'd seek out professional help if I was you. Sounds like you have relational trauma steming from early in your childhood. It's more common than you'd think. You probably have an ambivalent attachment to your mother, where you simultaneously have a deep longing for her love and affection, but at the same time an intense hatred towards her because she can't/won't give you the love that you craved as a child. Professional help is expensive but well worth it.

You seem to barely have scratched the surface of what TRP offers. Typical modern mommy's boy reads on the internet and finds out society has been lying to him by idealizing a fake version of women and beta men. Becomes angry and stops the reading because feelz. It's the road to the black pill.

Create a mission for your own life. Think about what you want. Split that into smaller goals, and get to work on it. Self actualize. Women shouldnt be your main focus, but it's clear you're not really trying at this point, because of your anger and lack of success. I suggest checking out some of Rian Stone's content on youtube. I always thought his view of TRP was more positively oriented than most.

Therapy can actually help, but it's just going to give you tools and perspective, not fix things on it's own.

First major goal should be moving out. A man worthy of respect does not live with his mother. Simple as that.

Ok

Still live with my mom, and I have major mommy issues

That needs fixing. you need to move out.

I wanted to move out, but I barely make enough.

You need to work out a plan to make this possible. There is a good chance you are being manipulated into staying.

I have no friends, and no one I've asked wanted to be roommates with me.

Make friends. This is within your power. Try meeting people. It takes practice.

I do see a better figure gives me slightly better results, but nothing groundbreaking.

You need to look good and be able to talk

. I just hope he isn't super woke.

Who is "he" ??

, but friends usually lose interest fast

That's because you're not doing anything interesting with your life.

Regardless, I still feel a hate towards women. The only place I haven't been ridiculed about this is in red pill forums. What else can I do?

You need a plan for being better. MUCH better. You are competing with men who have their own place to live, are happier, have friends and work harder at the gym. That's ok, you can get there, and you have the advantage of being red pill aware.

But you have a lot to do. You need a plan for getting what you want out of life. That means moving out, getting great hobbies, friends, career, etc. You need to work out what YOU want out of life, and then you need to go out and get it. You'll fail at first, you'll have to learn, it will be brutally hard, but it's the only way.