The n'th girl on bumble ghosted me, I can't afford the gym and it's way too under-equipped for me, and honestly I can't seem to get my bearings. Seeing so many people in college has become irritating in itself

How the fuck do I stop focusing on these monkey-branching whores, fake ass people and lack of gym etc?

I'm sick and tired of being this beta ass bitch and I want to slay at my job at the very least and I can't even find the motivation for even that, let alone plating bitches