so i had some chick come from a diff country as a half-arranged thing, she come from poor village. I was v awkward with her she came 3 month ago and yes I was kinda beta but i thought it was okay because she had no experience with guys ofc she is young 18, and i wanted her to feel comfortable and i didnt want to pull any moves cause its family thing right i dont wanna be seen as some perv if she took it the wrong way. Anyway she just did not seem into it at all, even tho we talked for a few months beforehand online, and even then she didnt seem that into it but i thought ok maybe its her personality. She did go on tiktok/insta a lot on her phone tho... sadly... i think this was a red flag tbh. I was looking for basically a very pure and religious girl from my home country when i did this arrangement.

Anyway over this time she would really not seem into it, on her phone alot when we hung out, always made excuses not to do things even tho she had NOTHING else to do... etc.. so I thought its over but she kept saying its not over but eventually she told me she doesnt want to do this anymore... and I got angry bc she lead me on for so long. I told her i know what she really wanna do (ride the cc kek) and stuff she got offended etc... but like lets be real here lol seems like western shit culture seeped everywhere

but like she really deny this opportunity to escape her shitty country, and get FREE schooling in a first world country, her parents are poor they wanted this so bad lol, free nice housing our fam is well off... it made no sense even if i was a balding fat ass i thought she would do it anyway.

Any thoughts? girls really make no sense to me anymore

edit: just saying im also not a low SMV, I have six pack abs, MMA fighter, my looks are pretty okay I have a girl right now who wanna fuck me so it cant be im that ugly... we were the same height though lol maybe it was a height thing...