I know where to find everything (legal and illegal) as a result of having a charismatic and trustworthy personality. This has bought me a level of status.
I got a friend something and I found him partying with some few people.
While at it, there were two girls I had soft nexted.
One of the girls said while looking at me
" the guy I want to fuck me isn't interested"
The other girl paused for a while then said
"Yeah, me too"
When I was leaving, the first girl blew a kiss my way.
I grinned and left.
I dont feel so interested ( with girls nowadays [most things are predictable]) especially in these two.
I tend to have an approaching girls mood. It's fabricated. I approach to keep practicing game even when I don't feel like it.
God forbid I meet the girl again. I feel tired but put my game face back on, game her then leave.
Later on, when we are done fucking, I get back to being moodless.
Here's the thing. To me, the difference between girls and stones is very little. I have almost the same level of indifference it feels close to "is something wrong with me"
Then I realized I feel the same about money. Sure. It's great to have some but why doesn't it feel great to?
I'm good at picking up girls, but I don't feel good about it.
I'm good at making money, but I don't feel good about it.
What's your view on this level of disinterest in most things?
redhawkes 2 4y ago
Some bloopie reading this will tell you you're depressed or in anhedonia. It's none of them. It's abundance, having options. You want what you can't have, then when you get it, it's meh.
Same with women, money etc. Get some new goals.
Growing 4y ago
Abundance doesn't feel as good as I thought it would.
It feels like " this is what I wanted, I've gotten it, so what? "
There's little you can do with girls.
The " so what" doesn't lead anywhere.
At least with money, though you are repeating the same shit ( create, sell, buy something else that will repeat the cycle), it has a lot of novelty.
As you said, some new goals will come in handy.
redhawkes 2 4y ago
Happened to me many times, especially with chicks.
The second they start throwing themselves at me, I go "now what" and sometimes lose interest.
It is what it is. Bitches are a side dish to the main course which is your life.
whytehorse2021 4y ago
When you get old like me, and Aaron Clarey has pointed this out many times, the challenge is finding something new. It goes beyond women too. After a while, all sandy white beaches look the same. All movies are rehashes. Now your job becomes finding something to live for.
I decided to write a book and leave something real and permanent for humanity. Who knows, maybe some autist will read my book and decide not to blow their head off.