Basically, we kiss on the first date. I passed her shit tests but not satisfactory. I just ignored them and nuke one. I failed the comfort test. Then, I got into a wrecked motorcycle accident. A bruised rib, bruised all over my body and fingers. Need to replace the front of my motorcycle. But it's all good bros, no worries. It's been 6 days and no major injuries. I could go back into doing 50 push ups again.

But back then, when I tried to meet her to talk about it. She then started making up bs excuses whenever I asked about her (she still doesn't know it). I already knew I am not her priority. And when I mean a bitch, she is really a bitch. Like bipolar bitch but she is just all quaintrelle about it. I actually don't give a fuck especially when she wanted to make me jealous from her "vibe" (acting having lots of body count) and flirting with other guys. So I flat out text GOODBYE. Now she is asking again and again for a date. Which I don't give in.

I am not upset about her doing this and that. What I am upset about this is after the accident, I still think I need a lot to grind. I started to regain back my beta self. I betafied by the circumstances and tried to seek comfort to her. I folded under pressure and pain. It was like a hit of post-ejaculation clarity that I didn't do well gaming a girl from this point of time. This speaks a ton from me, not me to her. Woman likes men making her laugh and know her sense of humor. I don't have that and my management sucks, punishing and rewarding her. That is my takeaways. I think it's a blessing in disguise.

But it still sucks bro.

My question is, is this can still workout? I still didn't demote her to hard next though.

I also need to relearn spiking other bitches' emotions. Since I only tease her and not make her laugh. Other advices about this helps.