This is so hard to admit but I think I am just a weak beta all along. For the past two years after I discovered TRP. I dated so many women to the point even my friends became jealous. I stopped caring If I get rejected just went for it. But the last week something happened that has shaken me and I don't know why.
I was dating some girl for the last two months. About two weeks ago, she discovering I am also dating another girl. So she left my and about three days later she started fucking one of the guys I work with. This guy didn't know she was with me. No one new she was with me. Not even my friends.
I know I shouldn't care and just laugh about it. I didn't even really like her that much. But my chest hurts. I couldn't even sleep the first day. I should mention that the second girl is way prettier than this girl and she is still with me. So I again I don't know why I care. May be it is an ego thing. Like I am too alpha for a girl to leave me and this is why I am shocked. Probabily, inside I am still just a weak beta.
Big-Dan 4y ago
You probably assigned too much self-worth to this plate, even if she's not the hottest. Sounds like you already know your ego was damaged, especially since she's banging your coworker now. She probably assumed some level of exclusivity and was hurt by you having another plate which is why she fucked someone you know as a way to pass some of her pain on to you. Solution is simple: keep lifting, stay on your purpose, and bang other girls
direct98 4y ago
Yes you are right about the exclusivity part. But this doesn't explain why I care that she left me and is fucking a coworker. Most likely it is just an ego thing.
Vermillion-Rx Admin 4y ago
Big-Dan said essentially what I was going to mention. Did you ever convey some sense of exclusivity to this plate where she assumed it was just you and her?
Sounds almost like an immature revenge fuck to hurt you back if she thought you two were serious
Hanscheezburger 4y ago
Bang her co worker?
Tooktheredpill 4y ago
If by chest you mean your heart, follow what others are saying, but if you’re legitimately having chest pains, then you need to see your doctor ASAP. Good luck brother.
direct98 4y ago
No it is not that series. It is just like the bad feeling that I used to get when I get rejected. I thought I passed that phase in my life.
Tooktheredpill 4y ago
Ah ok I understand.
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