Last night fucked a girl after 1st date, anyway as soon as I put the condom on I went soft (both times)… bc she gave me god head I felt low key bad so I made her cum with fingers instead.

Anyway what are my options guys? Bc good old rollo always says to control birth which kinda means we always a need to wear a dom. Ngl I’m at a point now where I think fucking girls casually isn’t worth it purely bc you HAVE to wear a condom.

I’m tempted to start screening for LTR again so I can get her on the pill and start fucking raw… obviously there are still inherent risk doing this. Also I’m well aware that this shouldn’t be basing my decision for getting into a LTR

Thoughts?