I have been in a relationship with a gorgeous 22 year old very religious and virgin girl for 10 months from middle eastern origin. She went to the same college as my cousin. She has never been in a relationship before because she believes in finding the "right one". I know she is telling the truth because she has been a friend of cousin for a long time.

She made me promise that if we get together that I eventually marry her. I was series about my promise at the time. However, after months I am just having second thoughts and went to break up. I told her that and now she is crying and calling me a lair. I wouldn't care if I wasn't her first boyfriend. But since I am her first and she lost her virginity to me. I feel really shitty now. I almost feel like I shouldn't break up. But I wouldn't be happy then. I just feel so morally wrong here.