It's been incredibly hard to find r/TheRedPill posts tackling this subject on google searches (actually, r/TheRedPill doens't show up at all in google searches), so I've decided to ask this here. I'll try to keep this brief as I can.

Background: I'm 21, doing ok romantically/financially. I'm chubby at the moment but I'm working on it. Never really had a goal/career path that particularly interested me and the feeling didn't subside as I got older. Am currently majoring in CS though I don't particularly like it (don't really hate it either) but I don't think there's anything out there that I would really enjoy studying.

I've had a very problematic video game addiction ever since childhood, if it were up to my monkey brain I'd do nothing but play video games all day. I never let it impact me to the point that I couldn't get into a good university or fail my classes, but I do everything I can to spend as most time on the screen as possible. I can force myself to quit for a while but then I get abundant free time with nothing to do and eventually go back to it (rinse and repeat).

I've tried reading Mastery a couple of times. The book addresses the issue a little bit but past a certain point it felt like it assumed I had already found a mission and I get the feeling that reading further is pointless. I can force myself to read through it but I feel like it won't help in finding a goal.

I've also tried going to a psychologist but honestly it hasn't helped much either.

I've been in this situation more or less since I graduated high school and getting older isn't really helping. My main concern is about what will I do financially (I fear that getting a job in CS will drain me out eventually) but any advice about doing something with my life besides gaming would help.

Are there any books/posts/blogs that you would recommend? I tried looking for it in the sidebar but it is very focused on getting women and I don't think that's what I need at the moment.