i just turned 26 and i’m still in. college. i’ve started lifting again but i’m limited bc of shoulder (arms, chest, back, and shoulder have to be pretty light weight). kinda degrading af to go to the gym where it’s all younger dudes lifting heavy and then my chubby ass doing some bitch weights but whatever i’m doing the motions and getting back into it.

was taking maca powder and ashwaganda but i noticed i’m starting to have a receding hairline @ 20 fucking 6 so i stopped.

old plate from precovid: super hot bi girl; super down to have threesomes n chit loved my stroke game. wants to start hooking up again.total nympho super freak; would fuck all the time precovid.

problem: gained mad weight since covid. i’m 5”8 this morning i just weighed in @ 173lbs. major dad bod and not in a good way. i doubt i can even perform sexually the way i used to and i’d 100% be embarrassed to take my shirt off in front of her.

tf do i do? on one hand i’m horny and could def at least smash but on the other hand i don’t want her to lose attraction to me bc that’s my ticket to a consistent and steady stream of three ways w baddies till i graduate lmfao. do i just say like i’m outta shape rn hmu next sem or do i go for gold?