Hi All,
I've been following Red pill beliefs for some time now .. I believe going on 3 years. Since I've made that change I definitely can see the difference in my approach to women as a whole. Although I have been following for that amount of time I have only been implementing the rules etc. for the last 2 years. I still feel I have soo much more to Learn. With that being said I'm a 25 year old male 6'2 180lbs in good shape, been told I dressed well/smell good.. Im fairly decent looking, I compete in Muay thai etc.. working towards career goals ( Going to trade school). Since swallowing the Red pill I went from sleeping with 5 girls total to sleeping with 9.. 4 of which have been in the last year and a half. I apologize for the long intro this is my first post since ive started following and want to be truthful as possible.
let me begin by saying before this experience (which I need advice on how I fucked up and how I can better correct and prevent this in the future) I wasn't actively dating or even thinking about girls due to covid/school. I havent had sex for about 9 months and this was my first date back. I matched with this girl who I perceive as 7-7.5 on hinge and most of the people ive shown agreed she was in that range. I exchange 5-8 messages back on hinge and get her number. I went for a camping trip that was supposed to last 2 weeks in the Pacific Northwest.. However it was cut short by a week.. On my return I decide to message the girl and she replies instantly ( within a minute of texting her). I get straight to the point and tell her to meet me at a bar on Friday at 9pm she accepts the offer immediately saying she only has plans for Saturday and Friday works ( i send that on monday). I dont message her all week and the day of the date she hits me up 2 hours prior asking if we can make the location near her place due to her not having to drive and being able to enjoy drinks.. I gladly accept as i know this can lead to sex.
I show up for the date 20 mins late due to the uber driver and shes sitting in the back of this bar waiting.. I go up to her and give her a really intimate hug. We start talking drink etc.. times flying and we head off to another bar because the bar we are at closes ( its about 11pm at this point) we get to the other bar which is within walking distance and after entering there is one stool , I let her sit down and i have to reach over to talk to the bartender so I put my arm around her waist and she starts kissing my neck ( prior to this at the previous bar I would playful touch her hands and leg to the point she wanted me to sit right next to her) We make out grab 2-3 drinks and I suggest we go to her place.
We get to her place with a six pack of beer and start drinking just a tiny bit.. and she goes I know literally nothing about you ive been talking and sharing things about myself for the last 3-4 hours. I just respond " well lets keep it that way" we start making out i pick her up take her to her room and we start fucking. It last about 15 mins I cant bust and she's drying out. we take a 10 min intermission talking listening to music etc.. we start fucking again this last for another 10 same outcome.. she apologize and says I hate condoms. I lay back down for another 40 mins with her and tell her I have to go because I have things to do in the morning .. she ask me to stay a while longer .. i stayed 5 extra mins and said the same shit. I got up to put on my clothes, kiss her and im putting on my shoes and she starts saying " get the fuck out of my apartment" I laugh to myself finish putting on my shoes and leave.
after 6 days of not hearing from her I said fuck it shot her a text and no response. Where did I go wrong with this? Im assuming the sex? Ive never had an experience like that and previous women have reached out to me after a one night stand.. . I also only reached out because ive never had a starting 2 or 3.. for pussy.. I want all that in my life and some point and want to improve with all this. I appreciate all the replies in advance

pfeilmacher 5y ago
Bad sex (it happens. who cares), feeling like a slut, hitting the wall, and probably having some mental health issues.....I wouldn't worry about it. Keep grinding.
NineFive17 5y ago
How’d you know about the mental health issues? She told me at one point during the date because I asked if she did any drugs out in Europe while partying she said “just my prescribed Xanax” then went on to say she doesn’t take it anymore.
pfeilmacher 5y ago
Well, her behavior is screaming that she's crazy. And, unfortunately, that is not uncommon with a promiscuous woman.
NineFive17 5y ago
I forgot to add this chick is 30. Date was not this Friday but last and went into Saturday at 3am when I left. I shot her a message this Wednesday evening and removed her from my contacts.. I don’t expect to hear from her .Side note we went half on the drinks.
mattyanon Admin 5y ago
uh oh. That's a psychotic thing to say.
Don't blame yourself, sometimes women are nuts.
Yeah, I wondered. Hitting the wall, getting demanding and resentful. I have a sneaking suspicion she wanted to get immediately pregnant and was hinting that you shouldn't use a condom.
Alternatively she wanted you to stay.
When she doesn't get what she wants, she reacts like a spoiled child and lashes out with "get the fuck out", which you were doing anyway.
This is no fault of yours, bitches be crazy.
NineFive17 5y ago
Appreciate your time. Thanks for putting my mind at ease. Have no problem owning up to shit and would rather correct my stupid mistakes sooner than later. I feel as I’m on the right path getting more frequent one night stands etc.. however this was discouraging because I chalked it up to being bad in bed with this specific chick. (which I’m sure still factored in)
I’ve just never seen a reaction in my experiences like this.. it was some shit out of a comedy show.