Hey guys coming from reddit,

As title says - I haven't succeeded to transcend myself since I got into self improvement at 16, at 19 discovered TheRedPill. I'm 26 now with only one girlfriend and therefore one sexual partner. One of the main goals - getting an experience of missed youth, many missed chances of having a life I was supposed to have at young age that I have missed due to being a pussy, nothing else! I know what I HAVE TO DO, then I don't. You could call it big ego, stubbornness, fear, being a bitch, it doesn't matter. What matters is how I'm living the same shitty life for over 10 years now not being able to push through and become a man, stopping the cycle that took off that much that I got lost in it. I got lost in perpetuated 'trying' to do something - you could call it approaching chicks(having a sex life, abundant. I have no social circle that I would like to, having couple of friends and that's it, for now my only option is to cold approach and get my chances). The thing is, I have trying to do cold approaches for years and never being able to succeed in it! Had couple of approaches but majority of them were in the group.

To cut things short - I know what I'm supposed to do, what I have to do and I bail and bail. Went so deep in my own shit not seeing light. Solution - DO IT, do whatever you have, whatever it takes, but I don't. What is horrible is that I(same as you) have this one life and I have missed a decade of being a bitch, never pushing through, never making it out, and I'm stuck. Either cold approach, pushing my comfort zone, never giving up, staying in uncomfortable situations. I don't know what I'm doing even. Really really deep into my own shit that I have been taking for many years