I am a muslim. Before I begin, I have no intention of leaving my religion, and I am 100% convinced of it. I swallowed the pill early at 16. Ever since I have been lifting religiously and I am in fantastic shape. Great confidence, can talk to women, all the stuff that allows me to get poon left and right.
The problem is, I don't. I never do. There is an overwhelming cloud of guilt and shame that engulfs me whenever I even talk to a strange woman. I am still very religious, and therefore I can't bring myself to date. The closest I have ever gotten to a woman was when I almost made out with a girl. I have good game, so my first time meeting her we almost made out. I excused myself instantly and pretty much broke off all contact with her. From that day on, I have never been able to be with a woman again. It has been hard wired in my brain from that day that just going on a date with a woman will probably lead to sin, so I avoided that completely.
Ok, no dating. Fair. Maybe I can get married early? Nope. I can't even get married before I am of suitable age (youngest is 23-25) because no sane man will give away his daughter to a horny 18 year old. It's all just so fucking frustrating man. Can't date, can't get married. I asked around and people told me to just wait. I really can't do this anymore. I have to wait 7 more years to get married, and god knows how screwed I am if I picked a crazy bitch for a wife. It's all so tiring man..
i-am-the-prize 2y ago
travel. go somewhere you can explore sex with multiple women. maybe a 'graduation gift' to yourself? you type english well enough, so you can use that 'universal language' when you travel.
get away and get laid.
kingofthecastle 2y ago
I know you said you don't want to leave your religion but based on reading this post, it seems like that's the thing that's holding you back. If you're afraid to have premarital sex with women for the sake of your beliefs then your gonna be sexually frustrated forever unless you rush into marriage (which I highly advise you not to do).
I'd say figure out what you truly want out of dating before you dive back into the market.
Remarkable_Flow3009 2y ago
I am 18 if that matters. Going to college next year so having a huge identity crisis on how to proceed.