Went to a party this weekend. Pretty much talked to no one all weekend. Had nothing to talk to anyone about. Didn't talk to a single girl, straight up ignored and avoided them. Huge amount of Chad game going on from most of the other dudes but no hook ups (most girls were paired).
I haven't been that socially retarded ever before but I just didn't care.
30 yr old virgin. Been on TRP 3 years now and have completely lost any progress I might have made I think.
Just have a huge apathy towards life. Absolutely no interest in anything. This leads me having absolutely no game or zest for life. Every social interaction is way to outcome dependent, so I just didn't talk to any girls.
Got a new job and made some gains in the last year and moved to a new place but didn't realise how empty my life is until I got to this place where I had absolutely nothing to say.
Sat with a couple chads at one point sharing sex stories and I wanted to shoot myself.
Going to take some money out this year and go fuck a ton of escorts. It's the only thing I care about anymore.
supermanlarry 8y ago
if you want to pay for pussy that's up to you. but u said your problem right there. you have no interests in anything. try to find a hobby or an activity that you enjoy and go on from there. you're too focused on the outcome right now. you have to enjoy the process to get progress.
empatheticapathetic 8y ago
I've been like this since TRP. I lost my interests beforehand anyway and not really found anything new that grabs me enough. Lifting, keto, yoga are nice but not passionate hobbies.
Anyway my point of this entire rant is I've just been stuck on having any sexual experience before I can relax, get over it and have a good time socially and actually pull a woman naturally. I'm 30 this year so I'm going to splurge and have a good time and get this monkey off my back. I've tried TRP for the last few years but fuck it it doesn't matter anymore. At least I can experience some shit guaranteed before I'm dead.