I'm 19, from Eastern Europe.

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Just finished school - took a gap year to focus on a business prospect of mine.

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I'm meditating, cold showering, detoxing, lifting for 50 days straight etc, so I feel like I do have "discipline" in these aspects, but somehow... I just can't get to work "consistently" on my project, and the closer I get to releasing it, the less I work.

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I hate being in this state. It feels like some kind of an impostor syndrome, or a fear of success/failure/making mistakes. I could be making 10k a month at the age of 19 (minimum 2.5k when it's released bullet-proof) in two months time in fucking Eastern Europe where the minimum wage is 440 euros, yet here I am, unable to move my ass when I have limited time.

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Has anyone encountered this? am I just lazy in the "work" department? What can I do to take action to fix my problem?