Sup Pinnacles of Male Evolution, Alphas of the Internet.
I recently started my first cycle, and so far so good. Not going to ask any advice on steroids since there is a separate sub for that which handles its shit very well and has great community.
Instead my question is to people on RedPill who did gear and/or doing it right now. What are you on? What was your first cycle? And most importantly how did it affect your life? What psychological, physical, environmental (external like other peoples' attitude, work relationships) changes did you experience?
Looking forward to your answers you Juiced mofos.

anabolic92 7y ago
First cycle: 500 mg test E +`dbol kick starter.
Currently Blast and cruise, blasting atm: 100mg anavar ED and 500mg test E and 500mg tren E week
Psychological: Didn't help at all, had issues before and steroids didn't solve them (self-esteem, low worth) + a little body dismorphya where I am unable to tell myself if I legit looks like I lift sometimes, a bad angle on a mirror can ruin me fucking entire day lol.
Physical: Bigger and more muscle lol, no gyno but nipples get slightly puffy if estradiol goes out of control.
LiveAFTSOV 7y ago
God damn, that fucking sucks dude
damaged_goods420 7y ago
Did you see mad gains with 500mg test your first cycle? About to run it and wanna know what to expect.
anabolic92 7y ago
Mm yes.
I don't know your starting point but I'd say don't be afraid of eating.
Eat eat and eat.
You will get covered (water) and obviously a little amount of fat might come in as well, but trust me most of it will be water.
You'll see your strength going up, take care with your estro, might take a while to learn how to control it.
Andorli 7y ago
Bruh I feel you so much about body dysmorphia. Sometimes I look in the mirror and feel so fucking awesome for having my physique, other times I look and I notice flaws or inconsistencies and I am not saying it is ruining my day, but I definitely want to hit the gym more because something doesn't feel right.
What about confidence boost, none of that?
anabolic92 7y ago
Haha thank god the reflection in car windows is always good, but yeah it's part of the game, just try to not take a lot of your mind.
Not really, had very low self-esteem poor social skills before so it didn't really help, it was the intimidating vibe.
Serial killer face+relatively huge+tattoos+shaved head I don't give a friendly vibe for either women or men.
MisterRoid 7y ago
Personally I value compliments from guys more, because they know hard work is involved. A compliment from a girl is largely worthless because they don't realize you have to work hard for some things.
anabolic92 7y ago
Yeah just specified because most of the guys expect to get comments from women when it's the other way around.
longjeep2005 7y ago
A quote I saw on here once, "If you want to impress the girls, impress the boys."
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I went .328/73/137 with a 1.379 OPS and an 11.9 WAR
The__Tren__Train 7y ago
started when I was early 20's
first cycle was 500mg test P/week, 50mg dbol/day, .5mg adex/day
did very cycles following that, then started blasting and cruising.
late 20's now.. currently on about 1g of test E, and 250mg of tren E with 2.5mg Letro EOD.
never going to come off.. blood work and scans are good. going to drop doses and maintain after I finish cutting...
because I want to stay healthy, and don't have the 'freak gene' nor the desire to pump myself full of grams upon grams of gear, gh, insulin and pounds of food a day required to hang with the big boys.
im about 5'9.5 and 211 pounds at 6% bodyfat currently. completely glycogen depleted from DNP.
Andorli 7y ago
Man you are a seasoned user, good luck, hope ur health stays good. How did gear affect you psychologicaly and life in general.
The__Tren__Train 7y ago
thank you bro. my health indicators are all good, and no genetic health issues run on either side of my family.
gear completely changed me as a person. sent my confidence through the roof, made me a much more easy-going person (because I was very insecure about my appearance, and now I look fantastic), and my ability to not GAF has increased dramatically.
women treat me very differently when im bulked, bloated, and pale, compared to when im shredded and tan.
it's to be expected of course, but it's just funny to have the same girls treat you two different ways based solely on your appearance.
very eye-opening.
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The__Tren__Train 7y ago
tren isn't some magical drug like people make it sound.. it's really good for holding mass and strength when ur dieting on very low calories.
ive seen guys get plenty huge on just testosterone.
I have been on for the past several years straight. Blasting and cruising = you don't come off... ever.
instead of a PCT, you just run 250mg of test E or so (really as much as you like, but the idea is to give your body a break from all the harsh drugs like tren and orals).
it's better for holding onto gains, and not losing progress... also, you don't get any of the emotional side effects that surface during pct when you use drugs like clomid and nolvadex.
IMO, it's the best way to do it... because as you get older, your ability to recover your HPTA, and thus your natural production will worsen and worsen... until you are on for life.. which, if we are being real, most guys need TRT by their 30's anyways... so why try to postpone the inevitable?
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Andorli 7y ago
Dude no offense, but to me it sounds like bad preparation and bad diet plus combination of personal issues. Although I have not personally gone through a complete cycle, I can tell you for sure that if you gained that much fat, your diet was shit. Your moodiness can be attributed to high estro which you got because of bad diet and fake AI. Sorry for your bad experience, and its not crazy at all that you consider doing gear again, lose body fat and do one more proper cycle.
I personally do not recommend blast and cruise since I wan't to have kids at some points but if u don't care about that cruise away.
mala_madre 7y ago
Agree with you. This dude had a bad time cause he abused of it and didnt control himself, prepare and take care
GEAR_IN_THE_REAR 7y ago
Oh yeah definitely, I did do my research and all that stuff that you should do when going into something like this.
But I think when I finally did it, I just winged it with whatever felt good at the time. But I never messed around with dosages and such, I think I did that as good as a first timer could do. At least I hope so haha.
I have a pretty slow metabolism so I can't really eat that much without gaining weight, and at the time I was just stuffing my face cus I wanted to get big.
Also with steroids, it enhances whatever "mood" your in, and to be fair I think I was in a bit of a loner state. Which then added to the being so blank.
You learn from your mistakes and if I ever do a cycle again (which I probably will in the future) I have the diet down and everything for it now.
Also, Blast and Cruise is only worth if you're competing imo, but since I basically hate kids and don't want any (of course that might change when I'm older) that was why I made that decision at the time.
We do stupid things when we are young and we learn from them, there's a lot that I learned from it and next time I know what not to do.
For now I'm very happy with where I'm at, and actually, I don't think I would be where I'm at if I didn't spend those months all alone working on "myself".
But good luck to you, and I hope you know enough to venture into this.
69weed420 7y ago
Lol what? I stopped doing roids without PCT and I still have the same mindset, motivation, and my lifts are back to where they were while enhanced. I might be an outlier but, I didn't change much except for my peepee not working for a few months.
Andorli 7y ago
WHAT? Please explain...what? How does that even happen?
69weed420 7y ago
High estrogen
alpha-zach 7y ago
I’m not gonna answer all your questions.
But something important is to manage the estrogen right during and post cycle. My experience with the high estrogen post cycle was that I felt like a woman. Nothing physical, but it was like I was taking hormone therapy and literally had swinging emotions, neediness, natural beta, desire to submit.
Now I manage my estrogen pretty seriously on and off cycle. Major personal benefits.
Andorli 7y ago
Thx for advice, but I don't think I have estro problems, i got tests before hopping on gear, my natural estro is in the gutter so I think that test will actually fix that. But none the less I have AI on hand.
Morphs_ 7y ago
I'm curious about honest effects on libido, erection quality, ball size, etc. There's a lot written about that, but there are also a lot of guys seemingly downplaying those effects.
Andorli 7y ago
Anecdotal: I am on my second shot of test e at 500 mg a week. There has not been a single day where I have not fucked or masturbated ever since I started. I usually fuck 1-2 times and then finish the night by masturbating 2-3 times. Its insane. I am horny AF atm and I already made plans to fuck after workout, but honestly don't think I will be able to wait that long.
awalt_cupcake 7y ago
Every guy I know on roids has no problem swimming in pussy. It's like girls can smell it. Has that been the same experience for you?
Andorli 7y ago
Man ever since I started it my gf wants to fuck me like crazy and plate got massive tingles, also one of my female friends told me that she can "smell" my masculinity, whatever the fuck that means but she doesn't know i am on gear.
Morphs_ 7y ago
That's insane indeed. I guess that's the T at work. Let me know how things are when you come off the T.
Andorli 7y ago
Sure brah, remind me in 15 weeks.
Morphs_ 7y ago
Hey dude, I remembered about your test cycle, I think you were done somewhere in August. How did it go in terms of training, gains, side effects and effects on your sexuality? Very curious.
Morphs_ 7y ago
Cool, wrote it in my agenda :) Good luck on your training the coming months