I spent two years talking to some hoe I met online who I fell in love with and had the most sever case of oneitis. She kept making excuses not to hang out and I kept falling for them 2 years straight. I cut her off. She messages me saying I wanna hang out. She flaked on me twice that week. I still kept at her. Until I finally cut her off. I constantly sent her hearts. Told her how gorgeous she was meanwhile she was out getting drunk getting boned by an abundance of guys. I was 140 pounds and a bitch. I'm now 183. Still think about this hoe. I deleted all her shit told her delete me. She still stalks me on Snapchat. I had oneitis for a hoe who saw me as nothing more than a beta she can be texting buddies with. I got played by a stupid hoe. I fucked other girls since then and still think of her. Everyone please roast me and talk some sense into my head because this is beta behavior and I'm not a beta I changed and made redpill my lifestyle. Roast me please. This was unacceptable 2 year behavior. I wasted two years of my life getting tricked by a hoe I still think about when fucking other hoes. Talk sense into me please and roast the shit out of me