I started lifting and internalised the theory years ago. Meditate daily. I'm further than I ever was. 6'3''. Own a business, make 10k/month. Ended a 4 year LTR with my oneitis (HB10 (subjective, I know)) prior to swallowing the pill (too much nagging/fighting). I was an undeveloped alpha (no stoicism) prior to swallowing. My standard for women is INSANELY high, I won't even let my dog fuck a HB7,9. I have never been closing a lot of women. I am rather emotional and an LTR guy. Now I upgraded a HB8 to LTR because of her green flags, but I don't feel happy. My social circle is too small and I can't find a decent social hobby because nothing appeals to me, and I suck at sports. I immediately spot the mistakes / weaknesses in everything. Been thinking about 'cut out the negative people in your life' (which is myself). How to become more positive?
I'm not in the anger phase. Life on TRP is not life on easy mode (if it is, then how hard is it for bluepillers??). And no one ever said swallowing the pill / self improvement was easy, I know.
[deleted] 9y ago
Im never satisfied either. I constantly need to be working for something. You make your own satisfaction your seeking it in women and outside sources. Id suggest starting with a mirror and repeating the phrase "I am a god" for a few minutes and practice some heroic Napoleonic poses for your future portrait.
TheRedStoic 9y ago
Recognize the difference between satisfied and stagnant.
You can be satisfied with your progression, but don't be stagnant. I'm never stagnant, always improving, bigger goals, more exciting risks, but even if I fail a goal I allow myself the satisfaction of giving it my all.