Hey guys, I have been reading Red Pill content in my free time since January. I’ve read Manson, and Greene. I’ve been lifting consistently since spring. Basically, I’ve turned my entire life around. Just like everyone else here. I have structured my entire life, and I am planning my future around the RP lifestyle. And everything has been going just fantastically, I’ve never felt surer of myself. Then, boom, a month ago, a girl I used to have a major crush on walks back into my life. We used to go to school together, but we both moved away in opposite directions. I’ve been talking with her, catching up and all of that jazz, and this time she like me hard too. Like, serious flirting back and forth and such. Man, I am being absolutely crushed by my old feelings for her. I think she’s pretty cool, she seems to be the sort of girl you all say to go after. Young, sweet, and fresh. Not tainted yet. But she lives so far away that any chance of sweeping her up before college in the fall is near to nil. The reason that I mentioned my RP journey in the beginning is that, in all of my readings, I have never encountered what to do when you like someone again. In general, my feelings towards girls at this point are mostly physical. I’d given up all hopes of encountering one worth my full attention. Is this some sort of bitch mode relapse? Or am I rightly mourning a missed opportunity? Ah hell, my entire mindset has gone topsy turvy over the past couple days. Apparently, no matter how much you will to not care, you're not able to choose who you like or do not like.