I don't know if this is the right sub, but after several months of swallowing TRP, I suddenly realize that my mother is the an exact cut out of the type of woman TRP despises: manipulative, shit tests constantly, AF/BB, etc.

This has flipped my childhood onto it's head, looking back and realizing all the emotional abuse and manipulation that she put me, my brother, my dad, step-dad and any other guy in her life through. I don't know if I want to be associated with her. Her behavior is outrageous and emotionally unhealthy. I remember when I was younger (maybe 10th grade) being shit-tested (wasn't aware at the time) by my then gf, my mom told me the next time she [shit test] me to slap the back of her head (NCIS style) and tell her to stop (of course I didn't do that), that is the kind of stuff she taught me.

I love my mom, but she is the kind of woman TRP preaches to avoid, this is where I start to get conflicting signals. What do I do?

Edit: fwiw, I am living on my own and do not depend on her, i only bring this up now because of a recent conversation where she shit-tested me (you don't talk or call me, you must not love me), and it really puts a stain on our relationship. I'm assuming it's because she is having a hard time being single and need constant validation. It's a very different situation to "not put up with that behavior" with my mom vs. any other female because I will still have to maintain a relationship with my mom.

Edit 2: from the responses, I guess a better question would be; how do I deal with shit tests from a relative?