I somehow was able to buy the liquor at the store using my looks and charms.

Surely it had nothing to do with stores doing this all the time anyway.

I want to be like other people. I want to be disciplined.

Most other people aren't disciplined. You aren't asking to be normal. You're asking to be a monster.

I was in your situation a few years ago..

I was that charming asshole that would enter your group, win them over, then smile at you once they all start talking about how cool I am.

First, good on the psychiatrist. I waited way too late to visit one and could’ve saved time had I went sooner. He’ll help you unpack any baggage that your family might’ve given you.

The key to discipline is goals. Start small so you don’t burnout.

For 30 days make sure your gym routine, your diet, your finances (budgeting/savings), and your grooming are flawless. If you can do this perfectly then move to aiming for 3 months.

That will be your personal foundation to build your life on.

The next is find your mission. This is hard because you can’t just pick your mission. You have to find the thing that you love more than anything else. The thing that you’d do for free if you didn’t have to worry about food and shelter. You also have to be good at it.

You’ll know you’ve found your mission when you wouldn’t mind living a shorter life if it meant you got to do that thing all the time.

What is your intake of Omega-3, Vitamin D, alcohol, marijuana?

Your lack of appreciation for the gift you've been handed is frustrating everyone here. Reminds us of all the hot girls who do nothing with their meaningless lives. Hot white girls could easily do so many incredible things if they just had any brains (and some do, they get involved in things I've seen it; while other hot girls are just partying and drinking themselves to death). Saw that same pattern watching "The Dirt" (Motley Crue documovie on netflix) but at least they made great music.

Appreciate what you have. Create a mission to do something great for the people around you, for your country, for liberty, for humanity, for intellectual pursuits---find a cause for yourself. Even if it's just helping that one friend you have that isn't as lucky as you, try helping getting him laid or how to be charming..

Do you have a job? Pursue your career and try to help others there. Have a meaningless empty job? Try to find a more fulfilling one.

Be something greater to humanity. How would you leave your mark that people, even strangers, remember you for a positive reason?

If none of that helps, if none of that solves it for you... Join the military.

As long as you're in the top 20%, life's gonna be good. Only one person can be the best in the world, and you do not want to be that person. Ever heard of tall poppy syndrome? Google it.

If you're in the top 20%, you can bullshit to girls about how you're the best in the world and even though your "best in the world" moment will be brief, you won't suffer any of the drawbacks of actually being the best in the world.

Just imagine someone who is dying of cancer, someone who is blind, deaf, has an arm amputated, leg amputate or even just ugly. And here your bum ass is online whining and bragging that you can buy alcohol after hours. What do you even want to accomplish with your life?