TL;DR: Why are you here if you don't read?

Red Pill is a gift given by the tough but generous people here at trp. They are here to make a difference and help out men because they have empathy for other men because, well, they are also men. They can't help but want the best for their own kind and go out of their way to do so.

I was a sad little beta grub at the beginning of this year. Had a very sexy 19yo mexican thotty throw herself at me at my pathetic job at fedex. Even with her doing everything in her power to flirt with me and shower me with attention and compliments and touch me, I didn't know how to take her. Deep inside me there was nothing more I wanted to do than fuck her brains out in a fedex bathroom. I did not know what was wrong with me. I had only ever had sex with girls at partys when drinking was involved and the girl completely threw themself at me and initiated all sexuality. I thought this was how it was. I had the worst case of oneitis and she was so fed up with me not fucking her that one day she told me she found a bf who worked at a gas station and fucked that guy. I was so upset and frustrated at myself, I down right hated myself. I seeked out a solution the only way I knew how..... the interwebs.

After much bullshit on the internet I found the redpill. Never even used reddit before much less make a sign in for anything because I'm too damn lazy. I absorbed everything in the side bar. Looked for the best written gilded posts and changes started to occur. I was researching like crazy about everything a man was supposed to do and be, how he could empower himself. I did this for 3 months.

I realized that all I was doing was reading about what potential success I could accomplish and somewhere in my mind it felt like I was actually doing it. But I wasn't. I decided I would start going to bars solo and talk to people (with great success). I decided to quit my job and get a new one. I decided to get an old 96 ek honda to learn stick shift and save money getting around. I learned how to fix up the old car with help of a friend. Decided I wasn't going to take bullshit excuses from myself anymore. Decided I was going to make a good relationship with my shitty mom and beta dad. Decided I wasnt going to get stinking drunk every night and chain smoke cigarettes. Decided to get a cheap ass weight bench and put it in my equally cheap ass apartment. I finally started DOING instead of just sitting on trp researching everything and never putting it into practice. I did however quit my job and was running out of money, I only had a little bit of capital left and needed a solution. SALES.

Many high quality posts and comments from trp are about getting a job in sales for the obvious uncapped money to be made, so I said fuck it. Im going to look for that. Fairly quickly landed a job that required no experience and I was to go door to door looking for prospects to qualify for a free solar program that would undercut the main power utility in California. I went through training and sucked hard but kept grinding as my bosses encouraged me to do. Got my first 4 leads on the same day yesterday and closed all 4 the next (with help from a manager because I'm not qualified to close yet). I made $2,500 bucks in 2 days, I was making that in 2 months at fedex part time. I am still currently riding that confidence high and it feels fantastic to be in control of my life again or more truthfully for the first time ever.

On my way back home I decided to stop at a pizza place I used to work at to talk to one of my old good friends (the guy who helps me work on my honda). We chatted and this really hot white girl that I also used to work with that I never hit on, but wanted to, starts interrupting me and him talking so she can get my attention. She says she wants to see me again and misses working with me. I speed up the process and tell her me and my friend are going to get some beers and play pool tonight, you can come meet us there if you want. She nervously and happily agrees.

The point of all this Bullshit is that you can't keep researching and reading and theorizing and pretending to be smarter than everyone else and tell yourself i'll live up to my potential tomorrow. Once you have gotten a good foothold on what the red pill is about, go out into the battlefield (outside the door) and try it out. Take some risks and test out the theories you think might work on women and making money and empowering yourself. Your never going to get better unless your in fear and nervous first about what it is your doing. If you feel that, then that means your breaking down part of the mental prison that you have trapped yourself in.

Fuck trying to do things the most perfect way you think you should. Just get out there and fail. Learn from your individual unique failure, tailor that to your next move and try again. Rinse and repeat.

Much thanks to the Men of trp. Your work is not without positve result.