Summary: In another state, met a lawyer chick who just moved there and had dinner. Chanted RP "don't stick your dick in crazy" the whole time back to her flat.

Currently in a LTR so I don't actively go out in my city to pick girls up. Only if it falls in my lap "accidently-on-purpose". I went to another state on business a couple weeks ago. Sunday at a local gym I was doing my squat volume work in the only power rack the gym had. Noticed this cute Asian girl over in the Smith Machine doing dumb shit that people do on Smith Machines, one legged "squats" etc. I walk over to the fountain and she locks eyes with me. Being the good citizen I am and give a thumbs up with a smirk. Good job, at least you're not home doing fuckall. On my way back to the rack she took her headphones out and smiled at me. I started talking to her about the regular shit. Wasn't planning on investing too much because I didn't want to get cold between sets.

Fast forward and I get her number for dinner later seeing I don't know anyone and work started at 4am the next day. I'm in town and she's new in town.

She tells me before we meet she has to be in bed by 22:00 blah blah. During dinner usual conversation ensues. I would say I was attracted to her from the time we met till about 5mins into dinner. Told me she's a lawyer and ex cop etc. Kind of a weird combo if you see her in person. During the whole dinner thing I noticed she's insecure as fuck. I asked why she's fucking around in a Smith Machine and teasing her about how it's not going to properly work her ass, how she doesn't have protein on her salad for the gainzzzz, called her a hippie etc. Every "insult" she fires back with agreeing with me and some lame excuse. Orders chicken quickly, tells me she's not like most lawyers etc, how hippies are weird, tells me about how soft guys are in her city and she actually used the word Beta. Said all guys she meets are turn offs because they're too Beta for her. The whole time at the table I was looking around, leaning back even though I could sometimes not hear what she was saying. When she told me she was a lawyer I decided to not give a shit about advancing attraction or anything At one point she mentioned that she gets in trouble with her friends because she's too submissive when she dates a guy and what not. Goes against what I know about lawyers but I rolled with it and didn't ask her what she meant. It's almost like she knew my view of lawyer cunts are not good based on what I told her earlier on when I teased her about being a lawyer, and she tried to make me believe she's not like that. I look at my phone and tell her we have to get the check because it's past 22:15pm. She says she's not done with her food and wants dessert too. I'm bulking so I say cool, she buys. More conversation ensues and I notice this chick is really into me and stalling going home. She slips out that she loves drinking cocktails and gets a little crazy sometimes and how she "never makes her bedtime". She orders a shot of Jameson for us right before I ask for the checks. Told her we're paying our own since we're just "strangers in a city having a nice dinner", followed by a non chalant "I only buy dinner for chicks I'm on dates with (even though that's a lie). I guess that was a neg in hindsight.

I'm walking her back to her flat before I call my Uber. All along the way she hints that we should get drinks at this and that bar and I kept pushing back saying it's way past her bedtime. We reach the front door of the building she lives in and I move my head to the left for a hug. I'm 6'3 and she's midget size probably 5'3. I pick her up because that's what I do when I hug midgets and she wraps her legs around me. We stand there for probably a minute "playing" around and what not with this chick having her legs spread around my waist on the sidewalk. We talk for maybe 5mins and she kept saying how small her flat is, how I wouldn't be able to move around, stupid "hints" shit. I of course, play dumb.

I take out my phone and call an Uber. She wasn't happy and asked if we can hang out again after gym two days later. When I started to notice her insecurities, how she "likes to drink cocktails and get crazy", being a lawyer, my brain kept telling me "Don't stick your dick in crazy, don't stick your dick in crzay". I would've fucked her like a champ with my 6'3 230lbs gorilla self but the fact that she's a lawyer, all the crazy hints just made me think this chick can fuck with me if she decides she didn't like a hookup and being ignored afterwards. My brain went sideways thinking she could look me up and what the fuck if she showed up at my place back home while banging my LTR?

Conclusion: I regretted not scratching an Asian off my bucket list, but for once my brain intervened and shut my dick off. I used to go for the close with every successful date I went on until I burnt out or got caught spinning 5-7 girls. This time, after months of RP reading and applying principles in my LTR, I could actually use my brain and think the situation through before sticking it in.