Hi,
Most of my life has been 2 long committed relationships with bleeding virgins both which ended in me really hurt and them too. Burned everyone down to the end each time all-in style. I think my first one was cheating too. That's for frame of reference because I've been reading about TRP for years but I've only been practicing it in the PUA sense since divorcing a few years ago. I haven't had multiple plates spinning because, for some reason, when I meet a woman that I like enough to have sex with, I'm already pair bonding. This is a weakness of mine and when women do things that I really like, I get excited about them. I am prone to oneitis but thanks to TRP I am aware of it and I don't succumb to it.
I have had oneitis for my main bitch for a few months. She is young and crazy, drugs, party, hoe phase, etc. She had me going at first but the trickle truths, the lies that come to light, the contradicting stories, the not knowing how much cocaine you "bought" because it's "such a hoe thing to not pay for coke," and many other examples. She came over on the first day and I have been repeating the mantra and trying to feed the she's not mine, it's my turn wolf. She's convinced I have bitches because I picked her up on the street and had the BDSM gear ready at hand. But when I can call up the most submissive, dark, kinky young slut that I've ever had and have many hours with her whenever I want... I was not busy looking for other women.
I did keep in my mind from the constant advice here to keep gaming other women. Sometimes my bitch would be busy, and I would assume that she is sucking cock for coke in a frat. It helps to assume this. I did get numbers but these women can really tell I'm not into it. Finally, I got the number of a feminine, tall redhead bartender. She is my first VERY tatted and pierced girl. I hit her with a real quick hi, name, gotta go, number hand phone. She liked me and I kept her in my pocket.
One night my 1itis main bitch needed to have a ketamine night with her pals. I was traveling and didn't act like it was a big deal, but she had shared stories of ketamine parties and spacey "where am I" hook ups. Like usual the stories all made her look like an innocent girl who ended up in situations, came to her senses and got out or tried to get out. I was a little bit eager now to get a revenge bang, because I am hard assuming that she is fucking college athletes and top frat guys on coke and k (yes).
The night before travel, I called up my new girl. She came over very annoyingly late. She has a chiseled beauty that runs in my family and some men appreciate, but it reminds me of my distance family members too much for real attraction. She is hot. She is pierced everywhere and has the craziest nipple piercings that like fortify the nipple. I just kiss her in my door and she asks "Bedroom?" She is way too forward and into it to really turn me on, but I banged her out which is what she needed. She freaked me out with a condom pull and a "Cum in me!" and I told her mouth first a few times. So I banged her again in the morning. She lives near me and left easy. No hanging out, in and out, business bang. I've never had one like this. I did well and it was fun and shit. I gave her a that was fun text, she responded yes but her back is blown out. Ok great.
I did not text this new bitch again. My main bitch met up with me at the end of the week and trickle truth'd a hookup with a girl in a room where they were taking care of a sick frat guy. Don't worry, he was in the corner of the room sick and spaced out and I was in the other corner sucking tits. I did see a pic on her phone later on of her, the other girl, and the guy. Guy was a 10/10 chad with a 6pack in a toga, looked drunk but 100% with it. I felt ok about it because I was banging too, but again oneitis. I didn't say shit though but I'm pretty sure she had some form of 3some
New girl texts me a week later, "Omg!" "You really just pumped and dumped!"
I ignore for a few days, and text back "Maybe" as I bang my oneitis main bitch freely.
She texts me back very angrily, "We live close." "You asked for MY number!" "Backhanded!" etc, etc. I ignored and I called her 3 days later. She ignored my call.
Now, I ignored her for about a month, and texted recently. "Come over."
She responds instantly that she's not around and makes plans for later. She keeps texting to make sure.
I've ignored a bitch for a month and re-ignited conversations, but I've never had them so eager to bang like this.
I think that my new bitch can really sense that I'm banging and not in need of her. While my oneitis knows that I'm banging her so much, my oneitis is bi and wants to have a 3some and doesn't give a fuck about other chicks (until one starts occupying my time more than her). Well, now my oneitis is away for the summer and she's texting me like crazy and I'm following the advice of this forum and keeping it short and rare. I am working whenever I'm not busy to build this roster because I see that there is power in this abundance thanks to the constant reminders from the community.
Thanks
Bozza 1y ago
The problem here is that you haven't fully swallowed the pill. You still don't "get it".
I know it's hard because we've all been there. The blue pill conditioning runs deep. It's almost incomprehensible to you that this sort of behaviour goes on and you just default to a pair bonding/oneitis mindset.
I had something similar into my red pill journey. I had this hot girl use me as an easy fuck. Which I was totally fine with, I fucked a hot girl. The problem was that I put her up on the pedestal and developed oneitis for her. She was cute and sweet and feminine and yada yada yada.
Of course she was a complete whore. She was fucking guys left and right. Did coke all the time. And all sorts of other depravity.
Logically it made perfect sense. She'd invited me over within a day or two of knowing her to blow her back out and use her like a sex toy. Of course she was a whore. But yet I still developed this weird emotional attachment to her and I became jealous that she was sleeping with other guys.
The thing was I'd just been thrown straight into the deep end. I'd gone from a low SMV beta, to a high SMV bodybuilder in a very short space of time and I hadn't had time to adjust.
The curtain was being pulled back and I was being shown this side of women that I was completely unaware of before.
It took me a lot of exposure to seeing this side of women - having NSA sex, doing things that I didn't even think were possible in my blue pill days - until that blue pill mentality within me was crushed and I began to truly "get it".
Abundance is one thing, but it's the consistent exposure that cements it.
ncstaterepted 1y ago
Nice statement. I am out building that roster and getting my exposure up.
whytehorse2021 1y ago
Yeah we men evolved to develop oneitis after mating. It makes us mate-guard and become territorial. There are actual changes that happen in our brains based on oxytocin and vasopressin. The optimal mating strategy is to isolate a woman and ejaculate in her repeatedly until she's pregnant... and then stick around and help raise the baby. If she doesn't get pregnant after about 3 monthly cycles we lose oneitis and go find another woman.
Well birth control and abortion fucked that up. Women decided to use it to their advantage. Did you ever notice how they fuck you for 3 months and then ask for commitment? It's an entire strategy they devised since the 60s. Trigger your oneitis, secure your resources, then go get Chad's genetics and arousal.
So we men adapted to this via red pill. Spinning plates is just men taking advantage of birth control and then taking advantage of women taking advantage of men. We know that after 3 months our bodies will tell us the woman is barren/on birth control and we should move on to another woman rather than commit. We know these women will give all their effort into sex during the first 3 months and then half-ass everything thereafter. We know they've been ran through by all sorts of guys and they're not ours, it's just our turn.
When you get to a certain stage in life you find it easier just to pay a prostitute for the same thing.
ncstaterepted 1y ago
I agree and I really like this
I used to be vegetarian and really strict about prostitution and prize fighting (male prostitution) but I have let up and maybe would consider an escort if i needed it but i have no access. I just got two college athlete numbers after writing this report. I live in a city with a lot of universities and these girls i am seeing are basically prostitutes acting like they aren't and taking payment in feels and experiences lol
whytehorse2021 1y ago
Yeah the advantage of a prostitute is you don't waste any time and don't have to worry about rape accusations or anybody finding out.