I live in a small or medium sized town in Greece. There are no females in my vicinity and I don't know any females. And you can't approach someone you don't know here and talk to him or her without being considered a weirdo and the situation here is close-knit hardcore meaning "you can only make company who do you make from the past/high school/middle school and had a well-established relationship". I am definitely a bit awkward and not good at sparking conversations. Furthermore, things here are learned fast, disseminate thoroughly and I have no good reputation so to speak. I actually can't even focus on myself because of a big dog re-annoying me by re-barking and the logical possibility of it re-annoying me so I have it on my mind and I don't want to disturb me.