Straight up, to me, the only girls I find worth pursuing need to be objectively hot.

Every other girl who I'd consider average, or like a 7, I genuinely don't care for them. My brain just doesn't turn 'on' to charm them. I feel like if I were to fuck them, they would "win" more than me because they 'got me' as opposed to me 'getting them'. The more attractive they are, the easier it is for me to talk to them because I find them worthy of my true attention.

Whenever I smash some average/above average girl I never really feel good about it the next day, I almost want to tell them you're welcome.

Am I some sort of egotistical narcissist?

This is a serious problem for me because I want more pussy.