I didn’t know her much but it feels like I lost someone special and I’ll never find somebody else as good as her.

I’m in a 7 year dry spell so maybe I’m influenced and blinded by that and I overestimate her « value » and put her on a pedestal. But right now it feels like whoever I may end up being with in the future won’t be as good as her.

I feel like I wasted my one and only chance. I have trouble sleeping at night. I cry every day. I don’t know what to do.

Am I wrong in my assessment that I will never find someone else as good or better than her ? What can I do to move on ?

Tl;dr : I got rejected by a girl I found to be exceptional and one of a kind. I have trouble dealing with it. Help ?