At the very beginning, when I saw you on Bumble, I said to myself that's it , that's just another like the others. You first approached me pretentiously, as if your time was very important. By talking a little, I respect the rule of 3/2 and everything was fine. We even exchanged our Snapchat. I started to communicate to you through this sterile photo application and then I noticed that you were taking your time to respond. 2 hours, 4 hours and even sometimes 8 hours. So, I said to myself, either she fools me or she is very busy. I start to space my answers back, people who ignore me don't deserve my attention. Finally, I managed to schedule a date, it’s even you who proposed it first. You even proposed the day and the hour, It's was a first time for me, I was a little confused. I took you back for the time , giving me a little control on the date. So as usual , I stop communications until the day of the date, because it is useless to text for something other than logistics.

What I expected from this date (BEFORE THE DATE)

Very reserved, studious girl, her profile said pharmacy student, therefore. A 7-8 that could easily fall under my spell unless she is taller than me. I did not believe sleeping with this girl the first evening, in my opinion it was more a girl for a long term relationship.

Date day

The date would take place at a bar ( near my place ) at 9 a.m. So, I said to myself, I'm going to get there before her to analyze the field. I arrive there I meet some friends of my study field , I speak to them, even the barmaid, I knew her well. Finally she arrives 5-6 minutes late, physically a 7.5-7.8 very well dressed, very pretty, not too much makeup, common sense duh. So we talk and everything.

God damn, I was so wrong my boy. This girl was probably the smartest girl I have ever met in my life. Physically a 7.8 , but all the rest , a 10... It was the first time I lowered myself to their level. She was able to carry on a sustained conversation without any problem, it was the first time that I felt that I had no upper hand. It was the first time that I felt uncomfortable talking to someone for fear of wasting their time. The girl is in pharmacy 2nd year with 8 courses in addition to a marketing course, go down once a week to her hometown, work in a pharmacy 15 hours per week, represent of his faculty of pharmacy, make competitions of ski, horse riding, gets involved in all possible activities, in short the value she brought back had nothing to compare to mine. I was absolutely nothing in front of this girl, I lost my means I no longer even tried to flirt with her, but more to understand and listen to her. I was only a Uni guy who goes to the gym 4 times a week after all. It was the first time that I saw a girl who could offer something other than her beautiful smile and her vagina. She brought something else to the table and I was not yet worthy to receive it. In short, the date ended after two drinks each, she asked for the bill and then I accompanied her to our common intersection, she waved her hand to me and she went home. I was not even frustrated or disappointed that I had not managed to bring her home. Funnily.

To conclude, the important things to remember about this date. Whatever value you think you have, it's never enough, that's why you should never stop improving in life, always move forward. Don't forget that the best way to become high value is to do high value activities. I hope that the next time I meet you L, I will be worthy and I will be able to destroy your pussy.

After this written and a long reflection , I thought that it’s maybe because of my mindset that i couldn’t bring her home.