I am getting very depressed because i have never been very successful with women. I attribute this to my anxiety which makes me quiet and shy. Ive never been good at talking to people no matter how hard i tried.

Ive had sex with some girls off dating apps but not proud of it as the girls were not good. My only relationship was with a girl who was a ghetto hood rat that cheated on me (surprise surprise!).

The worst part is i've worked so hard on my appearance, so much time in the gym, wearing nice clothing, expensive cologne, Propecia for my hair, expensive haircuts, building a career. I've got nothing to show for it. It's not that i've done all these things for girls, and i don't feel entitled to girls but it makes me feel shit as I get older. like i've missed out. All that effort to make myself look as good as possible and i didn't capitalise now im older and ill never get to sleep with young attractive women naturally.

i feel very depressed