Trying to better myself | TheRedPill

Now that I’m in class, I’m finally around people my age after working alone since last april. My social skills suck and my lack of results make me disappointed. I do put in the effort talking to randoms. It feels good but I don’t think I relate to anyone.

I’ve had this idea hammered into me that I need to grind everyday and reach wealth to live a better life in the future. I haven’t hung out with anyone in a year as I cut most people off. I do feel more mature in some aspects but waves of loneliness come crashing on a daily basis.

In my head it seems reaching 6 figures in a couple years will solve all my issues, but somewhere in the back of my head I know this won’t solve everything.

I wake up go to class, speed back take the long way. Got my first super speeder ticket today but i don’t have the mental energy to care. I’ll handle it when the court date comes around.

Because I’m in college and it’s winter I can’t run my seasonal service business. I’m broke, no bitches, no friends. My lonlieness disappears when I’m working my ass off and scaling the business. It comes back when I open old doors like sitting In a college class next to people who haven’t tried to do anything with their lives. I’m hating, but that’s an accurate depiction of what goes through my mind.

This post is mainly to throw my thoughts into a forum for a response. Good or bad it validates that I’m not absolutely alone even though I’ve went out of my way to push close friends away. I look at their lives and fear I’ll end up like them. Lol isn’t that crazy.

I’ve made a post similar to this in past. I really don’t want to be here. I just want to live my life and move forward.

If you have a solution I’m all ears. Will really try anything right now as I don’t even trust my own intuition.

I go to the gym.

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whytehorse2021 4y ago

Aaron Clarey did an economic analysis on getting da gurlza. He pointed out that 1hr in the gym each day is all it takes and you're wasting a lot of time and money on college. You'd be much better off getting ripped and having plastic surgery to get into the top 1% of men that all women are attracted to. They don't care about your degree or salary any more. That's old order thinking.

Corneliuscaruso 4y ago

Bullseye. Need to stop feeding into the programming.

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Corneliuscaruso 4y ago

I like that advice. For some time now I’ve been doing written affirmations like that. Everyday I write phrases down like I’m the king. Fake till you make it.

Appreciate the reply bro, GL on your new career

Flaky_Session 4y ago

Decided to start college again, family thinks it’s for a worthless business degree, but it’s mainly for women.

No offense but that sounds really stupid. Just make money and the women will come. If I were you, I would quit college and get a job that has a good work/life balance so you can continue growing your business whilst also not starving.

“Ninety percent of success can be boiled down to consistently doing the obvious thing for an uncommonly long period of time without convincing yourself that you’re smarter than you are” — Shane Parrish

Corneliuscaruso 4y ago

Yeah someone I watch says woman’s attraction will grow exponentially once you’ve hit your stride. My issue is I want it now. That’s where my frustrations eats me. Before this semester I was working full time on my business, best time of life. Going back to that in March. Thanks for your input

Flaky_Session 4y ago

All good man.

Just don't let impatience get in the way of your goals.

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Corneliuscaruso 4y ago

Had a psychology class this last week. She’s going on about society is run by white supremacy, the early psychologists are misogynist, the white male is the most studied and that needs to change.

While I don’t like the classes I like being in a group setting. In group projects I take the lead and it’s fine. Tried to game a girl in the elevator and I bombed, had to let out a laugh. It was terrible. Getting experience like that has helped.

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Corneliuscaruso 4y ago

I feel that. What's made your confidence improve these last years? I have a sense of what I should do, but I'm always looking to learn more about it.

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mattyanon Admin 4y ago

In my head it seems reaching 6 figures in a couple years will solve all my issues, but somewhere in the back of my head I know this won’t solve everything.

Money will only solve problems that money can solve. You'll be able to eat, go out, rent a nice place....... but friends and girls don't appear by magic. Money gives you options, but not solutions.