I've always hated growing up how emotional I am. I thought it was weakness and that it wasn't attractive to be someone so prone to crying or what seemed like mood swings. Since finding RedPillWomen (and putting a name and precise theory to how I've always felt), I've learned that my capability for strong emotions isn't something to dislike about myself. Control and moderate at times, but not hide.
I am slightly more emotional at the moment (or shall I say, this week), but I had a wonderful moment last night. My boyfriend is working to start his own business which I know has been a burden on him, and secretly stressful for me as well. I want success for him as much as he wants it for himself! So last night he showed me how he had made his first bit of income through the business. I was so happy, I guess my tear ducts decided to throw themselves wide open because the next thing you know I'm weeping and laughing and kissing as much of his face as he'll let me. He rolled his eyes, but kept smiling. What an amazing moment it was for me to be able to use (or really let) my emotions show how much I care for him and encourage him to succeed, rather than using them to manipulate his actions.
tl;dr- my boyfriend is awesome, I am proud and weepy
myfriendmarkus 8y ago
Like you I felt that I should hide my emotions when I was younger. I admired my dad and wanted to be like him, later I realised that I couldn't hide my true nature (and it made me so much happier). My SO also makes it a lot easier to allow myself to be weak, he is my strength and I am his heart. I suppose that is the great thing about having a good captain.
FahneGirl 8y ago
Being able to be emotional around a guy and have him make you feel safe and lived is the best feeling ever
meganstoocute 8y ago
I tear up ALL THE TIME. Especially browsing Reddit. Mostly when reading about people being really nice to someone, or love stories, or hearing of people who have been together 75 years and died in each others arms. I'm actually tearing up just writing this.
My man told me of the aforementioned story of the couple who died together, I teared up hardcore reading it, then again a few hours later when I was on my way home thinking of it. I told him later when we were talking about it (he shared it on FB earlier), "I happy cry every day now. I never used to cry! You've turned me into a little baby!" And this perfect man replied, "No, I just gave you your heart back."
God, I love RP for what it has done for me, my man and especially our relationship. He loves all the blowjobs too (;
Katniss_Granger 8y ago
There was a recent askreddit thread about the saddest thing people have witnesses. Oh my god. I'm not even that weepy and my face was just leaking for hours.
StingrayVC 8y ago
I love this. I must be emotional too, as it brought tears.
Well done.
little_ga_peach 8y ago
Aww this is awesome! Congratulations to you both
ladieaupair 8y ago
That's so sweet! Great job. And congrats to him on his first bit of success - may he have much more in the future.
RandyRanderson92 8y ago
Wow, well done you. This made me so happy :'D